DUMPING GROUND

"I know the reason you're running scared
I met the monster inside your head
You'll never know the feeling of being alive"


i know how i come off. i know it is my angel of suffering self, attracting the hurt from the world and putting it in me.

i don't know. i can't really tell you about my personality. i do not seek interpersonal relationships. i am disturbed. i can't feel things the way others do.

i really want to make friends. it is hard for me because i am an idiot. because of my RAD i will often become disgusted and disturbed by close bonds. but that is mostly for in real life people. online i have two very very close friends and that is it. i value and appreciate them more than anything and they are so important to me. i don't hate others. i love relief and peace. i relive the same things over and over.