5/16/26

eating coconut pocky, and rejoicing in compassion.

5/14/26

Lady in Heaven, that's where i am, come find me, and bring me home.
listening to old music, and feeling melancholy. won't go to sleep. just want to run fast, like in my dreams.

5/9/26

stayed up way too late working on website. don't want to lay in bed, i want to sleep on the floor.
my music shuffled to an old song and i began immediately bursting into tears.

5/5/26

difficult time at therapy, it feels like im always getting more packets.

4/30/26

sewed the frogs onto the blouse for my design. i think the shirt came out okay considering my skill level.
stress attacks causing me pain and suffocation. feels like my body is crumpling up like a soda can.

4/24/26

한복 wrap skirt turned out good, i am definitely still an amateur but i finished it, i am so proud of myself.
also im very sick.

4/16/26

sewing 한복 wrap skirt, i hope it turns out okay, i am a little nervous. i have done more complex projects, but i want it to look elegant.
also started eating basil seeds everyday.

3/18/26

when i awake i'll see your face.. when i awake.. i'll see your light.. mother awake me from my dreams.. mother awake me in thy light..

3/18/26

feeling confused and lost, my whole body vibrates with pain and anger.

3/18/26

i have a new bathing suit it's pink with black polka dots.